I took exactly 4 years to
finished my ph d thesis on research about school climate. I did as a
part timer. Part time was 9 years and full time was 4 years. But i did it as a
part timer and finished it as a full timer. Even i was invited to give talk in
USM for postgraduate students. How would
this be done. Im a single breadwinner. Breadwinner means the primary, or
sole, income earner in a household. Breadwinners, by contributing the largest
portion of household income, generally cover all the household expenses. I
could not control my emotions the moment I was told by my phd viva team
chairperson that I had passed.The viva was 3 hours. For the first time in my
life I cried non-stop for an hour from
the memory of the four years journey to achieve my ambition of holding a
doctorate.
Im also hold a master’s degree in literature and a bachelor
degree in Malay Studies.I was overcome with sadness when recalling the
sacrifices I had made over the four years it took me to complete my thesis.
During the entire period, I had to give up a lot, including time for myself,
entertainment and friends. But i didnt give up my family, my school and my
students in order to realise this dream.
I didn’t get enough sleep up to the point that I barely
recognised myself but now I can rest. But i
can not take rest also because Im still doing research, reading,
invigilating, marking, teaching, writing blog and most important is taking care
of my children, wife and family.